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Open the Eyes of My Heart Lord

June 24th, 2013 No comments

For years now, we have sung the song Open the Eyes of My Heart Lord as a part of our worship and also as a prayer. It’s just one of those songs that so often helps us express the deep things our hearts want to communicate in His presence.  Sometimes we sing the song fast, sometimes in a slow and contemplative way.  We sing it in Spanish as well (Abre mis ojos o Cristo).

Open the eyes of my heart, Lord
Open the eyes of my heart
I want to see You
I want to see You

To see You high and lifted up
Shinin’ in the light of Your glory
Pour out Your power and love
As we sing holy, holy, holy

But what exactly are we looking for? What exactly is our prayer?  This weekend, 2 things happened that brought this song to my mind.  They both show different perspectives and the song fits for both.

Saturday, as we went to the feria, we saw a man that we often see. When you pull in to park there’s a group of alcoholics that

Man at the Feriá

Man at the Feriá

determine where you park and they meet you as you come back to the car and help carry your fresh veggies and fruit.  For this, you tip them. And they remember you week to week. If you tip well, they let you park closer to this farmers’ market.  But on the opposite side of the street, there is always an alcoholic that is rarely standing, and is often passed out or at least asleep on the sidewalk. They’re a reliable fixture to the feria in Pavas.  I rarely take pictures of scenes like this. I feel like it is an invasion of their privacy.  But there was a brief moment when no one was there and I grabbed a really quick shot unobtrusively with my iPhone.  Sometimes the only way to say something is to show  it.

Talking to Rodney later, he called this man “my friend.” It turns out that he buys him some food every week… which of course reminds me of the verses in Matthew 25: 34-36

“Then the King will say to those on his right, ‘Come, you who are blessed by my Father, inherit the Kingdom prepared for you from the creation of the world.  For I was hungry, and you fed me. I was thirsty, and you gave me a drink. I was a stranger, and you invited me into your home.  I was naked, and you gave me clothing. I was sick, and you cared for me. I was in prison, and you visited me.’

My natural eyes don’t see things this way.  I have to intentionally pray that God will open the eyes of my heart to see the way He sees and live the way His heart yearns for me to live.

Bus ride to baptism

Bus ride to baptism

Then Sunday, Viña Anonos had a celebration day – 12 people were baptized!  What an incredible blessing. Les and I had the privilege of participating in the baptism. It was a time of great rejoicing for everyone. A big bus was rented to take people from the church to a nearby pool … although it turned out that no one on the bus was sure how to get there, including the bus driver – only in Costa Rica!  But we did find our way.

 

There’s an old song by Phil Keaggy called Rejoice.  Part of the lyrics are:

All true saints of Jesus Christ
Rejoice when there’s a soul saved.
All the angels in Heaven above
Rejoice when there’s a soul saved.

This too requires the eyes of our hearts to be open. So we worship, we see Him and He permits us to view at least a little piece of life from His perspective. With our hearts’ eyes open, we are able to see baptism the way He sees it – making the decision (or as it is worded in Spanish “taking” the decision) to identify the rest of our lives with Christ’s death, burial, and resurrection.

Summing up having the eyes of our heart open. Seeing, caring and learning love with His eyes is a quote from One Thousand Gifts: A Dare to Live Fully Right Where You Are by Ann Voskamp ~

… the Hebrew word used throughout Scripture to describe God’s glory, kabod, is derived from the root word meaning ‘heaviness.’  Dusk and all the arching dome and the field and the great bellied moon, it all heaves, heavy with the glory.  I heave to breathe: The whole earth is full of His glory. Sky, land, and sea, heavy and saturated with God-why do I always forget?

Truly, we so easily forget His glory; we so easily lose His perspective and trade it for our oh so human perspective. The only way we can see life from God’s perspective, with the eyes of His heart, is to have Him open our eyes. Then, and only then can we truly see.

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You Have Called Me Higher

June 20th, 2013 No comments

It has been 7 months since we blogged. 7 months of work, teams, worship, prayer, working at living together as a “family,” changes, challenges, growing in a language and culture.  And now we’ve passed our 1 year anniversary of living here.  As a missionary, it can be hard to figure out just exactly what we should share. What will tell our story and what will reveal hearts and lives, without offending or hurting anyone. (Many in the community here understand enough English that they too read our posts and we want to honor their precious lives, not act as if this is some National Geographic special!)

Some days are just mundane, others are exciting, like seeing healing, watching young Christians grow in their faith, take on new responsibilities, and some days are just plain challenging in every way possible … and then we remember, “We’re not in Kansas anymore!” So, let me try to summarize and then cast a little bit of vision too, as there are some BIG changes coming our way in January 2014.

Viña Anonos Worship

Viña Anonos Worship

For most of the first year here we have been inttegral parts of the worship team. But have recently been so blessed to have several Ticos join us in ministering in Los Anonos.  This means we are not “on” every week.

In November 2012, we were part of a Viña Anonos mission trip to Tipitapa, Nicaragua.

Nicaragua 2012 Mission Trip

Nicaragua 2012 Mission Trip

Nicaragua sheds new meaning on the term HOT. We did eye glass clinics seeing several hundred people in unbelievable heat and walked door-to-door in the community praying house to house. It was an area of grinding poverty.  But what I will always remember more than the depression, the heat, the shacks with dirt floors, the children with lice, will be the love and openness with which we were received. David’s mother Jenny is a shining example of this. She has little but shares an incredibly big heart and everything she has!

January 2012 I began teaching a Ladies Bible study to the women in our group known as Las Gallinas (the chickens or hens).

Las Gallinas at Christmas

Las Gallinas at Christmas

This was a new venture and I didn’t know how it would go.  The women often do not have much education, one is illiterate and several read very poorly. This community is not like the US and expectations for these women and among these women is not to be great students of the Bible.  Yet they have a hunger for Him and His promises.  I hunted and hunted for an existing Bible study that would not be too hard, too long, and would be culturally relevant. In short, it doesn’t seem to exist. So I wrote one every week, printed out the verses which I passed out to those who could read and were also willing to read, and I taught. God was so faithful to me. After week 1 they asked if we could start having our meeting every week. Several women told me this was the highlight of their week.  Truly I was blessed and encouraged at least as much as the women I was sharing with. But the goal is not to have this gringa doing the teaching. So after much searching and prayer, we’ve commenced the next stage in this journey. I’ve been working side by side with

July with sister Rocio

July with sister Rocio

July Calderon, using 1 day of Jesus Calling (Jesús te llama) by Sarah Young, as the basis of 1 study per week.  She is growing and changing and it is a delight to watch. Yesterday, Lindsay,

Lindsay sharing God's love

Lindsay sharing God’s love

our “intern” (turned ministry assistant) taught from the devotional incorporating her testimony and I translated. She did an awesome job and the women got to understand a whole lot more of who she is and more importantly who she is in God.

There’s even talk and prayer about starting another Ladies Bible Study, specifically aimed to help some women who are not part of this group.

In short, God is doing good things with the ladies and I’m stretched in every direction to be part of this.

Les teaching on a Sunday morning

Les teaching on a Sunday morning

Les took on the daunting task of leading a small group. Up until a few months ago, David was leading this group and we just supported what he was doing.  However, he went to the states for several months and Les has made huge progress in his Spanish in order to teach from Passport.  We are so thankful for the relationships he has given us with Jose, July, Pino and Seidy. He also taught a fun message on a Sunday, requiring Rodney to dress as a prophet and including the children as kings – we used our Christmas tablecloth for the kings’ robes – resourceful!

Recently, we attended the Costa Rica Vineyard and Friends Pastors’ Retreat. This was a special time that pushed our Spanish to the max! We were well received, developed a number of new relationships with other pastors that promise to be ongoing. Let’s just say that participating in “ice breakers” in Spanish requires the ability to think fast and laugh at yourself … A LOT!

Les has been invited to preach at a church in Playa Coco at the end of June at an English service and a Spanish service.  And we will have the opportunity to share some worship music there as well.  We are travelling to TX in mid-August, where I have been invited to be the keynote speaker at a Ladies Bi-lingual conference. So we are keeping very busy and cherish our down times. A few months ago, we incorporated a “date night” just for us, which has been wonderful. We get a lot more tired that we did when we were younger.  The days when I have to translate, I’m exhausted – but so blessed to be able to do it!

As you can see, after many months of NOT blogging, this is waaaaaaay too long a post, but you’re almost done!

This week was the end of an era – we sent one of our interns, Shannon DeCourcey, home after her being here for a year.

2012-2013 New Family

2012-2013 New Family

She grew a lot this year and our family loved her much-ly. She served the community of Los Anonos and worked with Rodney and Cindy. In our house, she was Jessie Morgan’s roommate the whole year. They were and are polar opposites, but nevertheless, they forged a friendship and had 1 all important thing in common – their love for God and how that plays out, leaving everything to live here for a year. At the end of next month, Jessie too will return to the states. Each girl has impacted our hearts and this community. Each one found different niches where and how they could serve. Each one was challenged and pushed in many ways, not the least of which was Spanish.  Together, they tirelessly served Rodney and Cindy in Harvest Hands, our household and the community. At the end of the year, Lindsay too plans on returning to the

The family that colors together ...

The family that colors together …

states. She has been this household’s “big sister,” and an incredible blessing to us. We have all worked hard to serve together, love together, forgive one another, encourage one another and forge a family in another country, experiencing what only a full-time missionary can. We are so thankful or each of them! And of course Tito … who is still with us; one more son in our life and a special one at that. This has been a challenging year for him, but we have seen him make many changes, including heart attitude changes. He always lends a willing hand when there’s a project that needs doing and he is a hard worker. When he was unemployed for awhile, he stayed engaged with the family and helped out in every way he could.

January 2014 is the start of a Vineyard Bible School in our house, with the blessing and support of the National Vineyard Director. We will be looking to form an association as a separate entity. It’s a resident training program for young men, using a proven Bible Curriculum developed for Latin American pastoral training. It will include a lot of theology, community ministry in Los Anonos as well as other locations, short term mission trips, development of small groups and just plain old living together, rubbing elbows and as Proverbs 27: 17 says:

“As iron sharpens iron,so one person sharpens another.”

In short, character develpment will be key, with the goal of preparing church planters, pastors and servant-leaders.The school / program is called VAYA, which is the command form of Go!!!  Our 2 core verses are:

Vivir  Aprender Y Amar

Vivir Aprender Y Amar

“Go into all the world and preach the gospel to all creation. Mark 16: 15

Then I heard the voice of the Lord saying, “Whom shall I send? And who will go for us?” And I said, “Here am I. Send me!”  Isaiah 6: 8

VAYA is also an acronym for Vivir, Aprender y Amar (Live, Learn and Love).  Our son Jon spent countless hours taking my prototype and creating a brochure for it, he designed the logo which we LOVE! and his wife Eri contributed untold hours editing my Spanish. We also owe a huge debt of thanks to a number of other people who lent their editing skills (Yeilin, Carlos Chacon, Habib Guzmán, Salomon Sequeira).

This is a jam-packed 9 month program, with many new and added expenses which we would ask you to be standing with us in prayer for. Here are a few of our prayer requests:

  • 6 young men who will join us in January and have a heart for God and a willingness to “be sharpened”
  • Finances – for the students, a 2nd vehicle to transport all of us for work & service projects, as well as mission trips
  • Household items
  • A cook
  • A ministry assistant for us after Lindsay leaves
  • Teachers to join us teaching the courses (we have some and all the materials and we also will be teaching)
  • Pastors from the states and Costa Rica to teach the intensives, which will center around Vineyard’s 5 core values – and really, just core values to most churches!)

This is both a tremendously exciting next chapter in our lives and at times a frightening one.  There are days I want nothing more than to go home – in fact, most nights when I’m tired, I feel that way!  But then, we are reminded of what it says in Romans 9: 17: 

“I raised you up for this very purpose, that I might display my power in you and that my name might be proclaimed in all the earth.”

And then, we can’t be anything but humbled. There is a song that expresses this so well.  It says:

You have called me higher, You have called me deeper and I’ll go where You lead me Lord … I will be Yours Lord, I will be Yours for all my life, so let Your mercy light the path before me.

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